The Man Who Could Not Find His Heart

I know a man named Eduardo who has greatwanting anything at all. Indeed, he could barely tell,
difficulty expressing what is in his heart. He has afrom day to day, what he really wanted. His wanting
beautiful heart, yet it is unknown to him. When hehad turned to numbness.
came to the Earth in the beginning, he left behind theThis is the way that it happens, sometimes, with the
sense of the sacred. Instead, he wrapped himself inhealing of a soul. What was once excess in one
the cloak of human pleasure, experiencing the joysdirection becomes lack in the opposite direction. The
of the world without limitation. These joys took himsoul, in its wisdom, knows what kind of healing is
in the direction of excess. He found himself wantingneeded and proceeds at its own pace to institute it.
more of everything - more wealth, more life, moreNevertheless, this beautiful soul could not easily find
youth, more power, more young women to adornhis heart though he looked for it. Mostly, he felt
himself with. He grew so used to satisfying his wantsnothing. The path of return emerged out of this
that eventually his heart became lost to him. Itnothingness. It was the path of longing to be alive
became so well hidden that he did not know how toonce more. The path of longing for love. As he
find it again.experienced the pain of being closed down, the
When I met Eduardo, he was looking once again fordesire grew in him to open up.
his heart. He was beginning a spiritual search for love.This was the beginning of his true story - the story
No longer was he caught up in all the things that heof the path of return.
once wanted, but instead, he was immune to