| When we are born, we are born with 100% of our | | | | manifest my life path in practical ways. |
| life force, but as we age, our Energy Stake dwindles. | | | | When I came to South Africa I felt compelled to |
| As we get older, our life force diminishes because we | | | | read economy, business and finance intensely. This |
| have accepted that this is the way it has to be and | | | | led me to understand that energy is a resource that |
| because we hold on to: | | | | needs to be worked with, saved, invested, carefully |
| - Our untruths (fear motivators rather than self-love | | | | looked after, cleaned, etc. Just like we do with |
| and self-acceptance motivators) | | | | money. Just like we do with fuel. This expansive |
| - Attachment to outcomes (expectations) | | | | understanding has shifted my mind into feeling more |
| - Self-deceptions (judgments, lack of compassion and | | | | empowered: suddenly, I feel rich in possibilities for |
| inacceptance of things such as they are with total | | | | highly refined, low cost personal or spiritual energy, |
| detachment)and | | | | which has transmuted the energy held in my shadow |
| - Emotional backlogs (e.g. from family and from | | | | self into a general sentiment of empowerment, |
| previous lives or karmic debts). | | | | possibilities, entrepreneurship and other positive |
| The Line of Shadow or Illusion is the energy stake on | | | | trends currently resonating with the focus of this |
| the left is the shadow or unconscious energy | | | | writing. |
| reservoir, which increases as we grow older, reducing | | | | The book Spiritual Alchemy, by Dr. Christine Page, |
| the energy stake on the right, which is the | | | | helped me enormously as I understood the following |
| percentage of life force we consciously work with. | | | | energy shifts: |
| I have understood for a while now that energy is not | | | | "There are 5 Drivers of Manifestation or five main |
| positive or negative: it just is. I also know through | | | | fuel/forces that are used for most of our creative |
| the Theory of Relativity of Einstein that energy can't | | | | activities: |
| be created or destroyed, only transformed. | | | | 1. Instinctual, physiological, practically unconscious [...] |
| So I have came to the conclusion that, if we have a | | | | Primarily survival-based. Energy cost: 95% outgoing, |
| shadow self, then we have an untapped reservoir of | | | | 5% in return. It is equivalent to fossil fuels such as |
| energy or life savings that we are not using, at least | | | | coal, gas and oil. Linked with foods that are |
| productively or efficiently. That is, giving us the | | | | processed or vitamins and minerals robbed of their |
| highest possible interest. | | | | connection with the earth. |
| With all this information, I decided to engage in a | | | | 2. Emotional mixed with lower psychic activity |
| conscious, disciplined, persistent and faithful activity | | | | expressed as hoping, wishing, desiring, wanting; |
| of taking chunks out of my shadow self and | | | | Semi-conscious. This energy is commonly used in |
| transforming them into light, or life force, or | | | | power games where one person gains at the |
| conscious energy. This is one way to firstly, slowing | | | | expense of another using large amounts of |
| down your aging and secondly, developing your | | | | manipulation and the incitement of guilt, duty, anger, |
| potential. Reading newspapers stories about oil prices | | | | control, etc. |
| and the general issue of energy sustainability, which is | | | | Always associated with large doses of expectation. |
| worrying humanity quite badly, I started to meditate | | | | Energy cost: 75% outgoing, 25% in return. (Energy is |
| on the connection between finances, inner energy | | | | always lost despite an apparent win). It is equivalent |
| and world energy. | | | | to power from the denser form of the elements |
| Our bodies have energy cycles, just like the world | | | | such as wind, solar, hydro- and hydrogen-based. |
| financial markets move in cycles: it is astounding to | | | | Linked also with live foods that are recently taken |
| see how markets that perform well for a cycle, just | | | | from the soil, especially when organic and where they |
| slow down at other times, while some other | | | | have been grown with your fair hands. |
| unexpected markets start booming. I always have | | | | 3. Mind power stimulating the mental body expressed |
| found it fascinating how in any dire situation, there is | | | | through willing, trying, bargaining, believing or thinking; |
| always someone who sees the opportunity and | | | | Employing increasing levels of conscious intention and |
| benefits from it while others only see boom and | | | | working relationship between mind and body. |
| gloom. And the link between the inner and outer | | | | Associated with the use of crystals, colour and |
| energy cycles is what I found in the I Ching, or | | | | sound. On a negative level [...] energy is lost through |
| Ancient Chinese Oracle of Change: even though the | | | | stubbornness and the tendency to lock horns with a |
| outer manifestation of change may take different | | | | similarly wilful individual. Energy cost: 50% outgoing, |
| shapes depending on the historic era we may live in, | | | | 50% in return. It is equivalent to power from breath, |
| the inner energy cycles are always the same | | | | prayer, meditation, right thought [...] Nuclear power is |
| throughout the history of the earth and humanity. | | | | a link between emotional and mental although we are |
| So I wanted to cash in or convert my shadow | | | | still uncertain how to use this wisely. |
| energy into good and usable currency. In doing so, I | | | | 4. Knowing from the place of the heart (compassion) |
| found the following distinctions: | | | | and third eye (detached wisdom), expressed also as |
| Non-converted shadow energy is the equivalent of | | | | allowing, merging and flowing; the strength now |
| non-refined oil: | | | | comes from within and an expanding connection to |
| - It needs a lot of work to maintain it (high | | | | the Universal flow of energy and consciousness. |
| maintenance, low efficiency) | | | | Personality and Soul work as one with clarity of |
| - It needs a lot of effort to extract (high input, low | | | | perception, an intimate connection to "right" timing |
| output) | | | | and an optimal use of energy without waste. |
| - It needs a strong will or hard work (struggle, the | | | | Associated with symbols, sacred geometry and |
| opposite to flow) | | | | higher frequencies of light and sound. Energy cost: |
| - It creates a lot of stress (or being out of alignment | | | | 25% outgoing, 75% in return. This exchange is |
| with our life path) | | | | dependent on right relationships and sacred |
| In order to add this non-converted shadow energy | | | | reciprocity where there is a flow of energy without |
| into our sustainable energy stake or positive life | | | | attachment. This is pure alchemy, with the ability to |
| force, one can use the following tools: | | | | draw energy in through the pores of our being in the |
| 1. The Rod of relationships: | | | | name of love or connection. |
| Every relationship mirrors something that we love or | | | | 5. Being where there is no separation between |
| reject in ourselves. When we focus on the negative | | | | ourselves and the Source; There just is! |
| things we see in others, we are indulging our shadow | | | | Enlightenment. Energy cost: 0% outgoing, 100% in |
| self creating an energy drain or energy leak. | | | | return. It is equivalent to pure light energy. There is a |
| The only solution is to work on ourselves until we | | | | constant supply of pure energy from the Source. No |
| find the fear that underpins this manifestation of the | | | | need for external energy as "fed" from within. |
| loss of life force, which is merely the tip of the | | | | Unification. |
| iceberg of our psyche, an attitude, and forgive it, | | | | These fuels become more dense and faster as we |
| understand it, release it and transmute it. | | | | move from "instinctual to being" emitting less pollution |
| Automatically, this has the effect to make the | | | | and hence offering greater benefits to the planet and |
| problem or perception disappear because this is a | | | | our own spiritual well-being. The Ancient People would |
| holographic reality that exists only in our mind. So as | | | | say that our aim is to move individually and as a race |
| we change our perception, the reality associated to it | | | | from the denser fuels to the lighter ones, reducing |
| falls away. It is no longer a reminder that there is a | | | | the amount of smog that prevents us from |
| chunk of energy waiting to be transmuted. | | | | connecting on a deeper level". |
| It is part of our cycles, an energy ebb which drags | | | | Having understood and worked on the above |
| us backwards. | | | | information, I then came to the knowledge of the |
| When we fight it, we struggle further to maintain it. | | | | initiation of the anchoring of the Chris Consciousness, |
| You can't resist it; only go along with it until the cycle | | | | which requires a CRUCIFIXION: you are stripped of |
| is over and the energy is ready to return to your | | | | every single attachment to your material securities so |
| system, healed or converted into a further test at a | | | | that you can walk in balance without holding hands, |
| higher level of consciousness. | | | | just like a child who is learning to walk with the aid of |
| 2. The Hook of resonance: | | | | his parents. I now feel very much not holding on to |
| Every feeling or emotion is a resonance guiding you | | | | anything, just walking. |
| where your untapped energy reservoir is.Negative | | | | In my case, this Crucifixion took the following shape: |
| energy is very costly energy; it takes a lot of effort | | | | 1. Letting go of external gurus and cutting the spiritual |
| to maintain because it is not in integrity or alignment | | | | umbilical cord creating my own direct spiritual links. |
| with our Highest Self or Highest Potential. It is what I | | | | 2. Letting go of 17 years in the UK and the mentality |
| call an untruth, a false belief, which has not been | | | | gained there, having to open up my mind-set to new |
| integrated in our system, and it takes conscious or | | | | possibilities. |
| unconscious manipulation to keep it existing, to hold it | | | | 3. Letting go of my family in Spain and not being able |
| together. | | | | to seeing them as often as I used to, especially my |
| Positive energy is highly refined energy with which | | | | sister's children, who I miss so much! This forced me |
| we can work and creates a flow of synchronicities in | | | | to work on clan and karmic automatic behaviour |
| our lives that liberates us to ex-press who we are. It | | | | patterns. |
| continuously expands in order to show us new | | | | 4. Letting go of any remaining victim mentality and |
| possibilities. It is self-maintaining and creates | | | | take control of my destiny, e.g. aligning with my life |
| momentum and motivation. | | | | path. |
| It is an energy flow which pushes us forwards. All it | | | | 5. Letting go of having to's and relaxing into |
| wants from us is that we open up our Heart Chakra | | | | enjoyment and acceptance of my present or gifts. |
| or Heart Centre, in order to become aware of the | | | | 6. Letting go of making it or striving to make it and |
| wonders gifted to us, and create a self-ful(l)-fill-ing | | | | realizing that I have already arrived (because in fact, |
| vibration of gratitude and love (the only energy that | | | | we are always there, so there is nowhere to arrive |
| really is). | | | | at!). |
| In order to understand the cycles of energy and | | | | 7. Letting go of worrying about running out of time |
| money, one should be advised to follow the Ancient | | | | to achieve my life work (because in fact, in the |
| Teachings and observe the Moon cycles. These | | | | Universal scale of things, time is irrelevant and so |
| affect our energy tides and teach us how to work | | | | everything happens perfectly according to a bigger |
| with them. As we synchronise our patterns and | | | | plan!). |
| rhythms with those of the earth and the Universe in | | | | 8. Letting go of my partner so that he would be free |
| general, our lives align themselves into synchronicities. | | | | to stay with me by his own choice and not by duty |
| We are children of the Earth and without her | | | | or expectation, co-dependency in our relationship or |
| electro-magnetic energies, we lose out a generative | | | | the like. |
| and unlimited free energy source. E.g. when we walk | | | | So the energy I am gathering is that of acceptance, |
| in nature we heal; when we breathe, we oxygenate | | | | allowing and a higher radiance. |
| our system, which wakes up our cells and organs. In | | | | In her book Sacred Contracts, by Caroline Myss says: |
| nature, we assimilate the energy of the sun-light and | | | | "Every circumstance is an opportunity to surrender to |
| moon-light, especially during sunsets and sun rises, | | | | the Divine in some way.Every act of surrender earns |
| which charge our life-force field with prana. | | | | a timeless intervention: time is lessened and |
| So what I realised is that all this work I have now | | | | timelessness is increased in your energy field. |
| been doing for many years was to prepare my earth | | | | Thought comes into form more rapidly when you are |
| body for the job I came here to do. | | | | not dragging linear, chronological history (time): your |
| While I was living in the UK I spent the first 7 years | | | | energy is increased, your aging slows and your body |
| reading a compilation of books called Mysteries of the | | | | creates health." |
| Unknown. I felt compelled to read them all the time | | | | People who make timeless choices radiate energy, or |
| and I believe that at the time their purpose was to | | | | charisma, drawing others into their field of Divine |
| open my mind. | | | | Protection, or faith made manifest. |
| After working on my mind for those years, I grew | | | | Dense energy such as memories, attitudes, beliefs, |
| out of the then existing marriage and the time came | | | | history, life experiences, unfinished business, etc, is |
| to dissolve it. This pushed me to find my inner | | | | Lead: it affects the density of our biology - slows |
| strength: I realised that I could never rely on anyone | | | | down the speed with which healthy cells processes |
| else to give me what I needed, since everyone else | | | | normally work, increasing illness and weight. |
| is fighting for their own energy survival, and so I | | | | Weight becomes Wait - you have to wait longer for |
| started to work on my spiritual path. For the next 10 | | | | change to occur, inadvertently delaying opportunities. |
| years (and now for the rest of my life!) I worked on | | | | Healing facilitates the flow of energy that was pulling |
| my spiritual self, and for about 6 of these years I | | | | you into the past, returning this energy to the |
| was working on my emotional self. | | | | present time, where it enhances the vibration of your |
| All of this created a need in me to ground all the | | | | entire system. Healing challenges come from the |
| work so far done and the higher energies I had | | | | stress produced from not pursuing your path/talents |
| downloaded. Hence, it was time to come to a | | | | or not opening up emotionally to people so you allow |
| country of high spiritual energy and, after 17 years in | | | | key relationships to disintegrate. These challenges will |
| the UK, I moved to South Africa. I knew intuitively | | | | help you consolidate the fragments of your psyche. |
| that this would give me an opportunity to integrate | | | | And this is, in a nutshell, what I am doing in Cape |
| all these higher energies at all levels of being. And so | | | | Town: acquiring highly refined energy and discarding |
| I have spent the last couple of years integrating the | | | | time so that I can release my full potential and carry |
| Mind, Spirit and Emotional bodies that I had so far | | | | out the task that I was appointed for in this |
| worked to develop. This is allowing me to create an | | | | incarnation. |