Social Programming Versus the Organic Self - A Barrier to Emotional Healing

On your journey through life your Unconsciousprogrammed to see working with your emotions as
collects social shoulds.an absolute daily necessity; if you were a member of
As a child these go into your thinking processesa tribe in Africa a visit to the Shaman might be
automatically. By adulthood you have developed anexpected. In Western civilisation, however, we are
anti-should-shield called your 'sense of self'. You nowonly just scratching the surface of our organic reality.
begin resisting new information as it arrives in yourIn Western society we actually have to employ
Conscious and start to assess whether or not thisprofessional listeners and pay for expensive
new material is right for you by comparing it to whatmedication in order to return to an emotionally
you already know.balanced life - this is because having an emotional
Trouble is, by this time what you already know hasissue in our society is seen as a taboo.
been built using shoulds implanted and assessed asWhat we pay for when we use the services of
being right for you by other people. While doing theircounsellors (and I would not take these professionals
implanting those other people wanted you to doaway for anything, do not get me wrong) is their
what was right for them rather than what was righthelp in de-constructing the negative messages
for you - even though they did so believing they hadsociety has spent years shoving into our heads.
your best interests at heart. We are all subject toAccording to society you should:
this programming and schools are designed to- think positively - this is not possible when your body
orientate us in this way. I am not saying this is a badis overwhelming your brain with a powerful negative
thing - just that the socialisation training providedemotional discharge; positive thinking can be used as
does not give us the programming we need to bea form of denial and can block the release of
happy - just enough programming, of the right type,emotional responses in this situation
to suit the needs of those around us. Society is- pull yourself together - in order to do this you
extremely selfish in this regard.actually have to let yourself 'fall apart' first so that full
Occasionally you may become aware of howemotional discharge (preferably in private) takes place
powerful an embedded process this is when, forleading to a return to a relaxed state - your biology is
example, you want to instill new thinking habitsdesigned to work this way
designed to make yourself happier, and your old- do the 'right thing' - usually something you say to
shoulds rise up unexpectedly to challenge them. Thisyourself when in a situation where the wrong thing is
challenge is not a small challenge; this challenge is abeing done to you - for example you may be in a
painful, meet-you-outside-for-a punch-up challengepainful relationship where you believe the right thing
that produces strong emotional responses. Newto do is make the relationship work because you
shoulds are often seen as threatening, even whenhave children and you have been programmed to
they would be good for us. A recent example of thisthink that way - but your partner is being unfaithful
for me was when a friend asked to borrow awhile you just live in hope that one day doing the
self-esteem improvement book, after openly tellingright thing will pay off ... meanwhile you get
me she had low self-esteem and wanted to doemotionally ill because you are constantly afraid of
something about it, then passed the book backlosing the relationships with your partner and children
unread after several weeks because she was too... what is the right thing, exactly?
frightened to read it.- not be feeling this emotion - you have no choice in
There is a difference between what external societywhat type of emotions you feel; nature has designed
wants you to be doing and what your organic selfyour emotional system this way - emotional illness is
needs you to do - your happiness is dependent ondue to emotional overcharging of the body; not to
how you manage the conflicts created by theabnormal emotional type - there is no such thing as
differences between the two. Emotional illness is abad or abnormal feeling - our feelings are sometimes
glaring signal you have got the balance wrong.our best indicators as to whether or not we should
Why do we get the balance wrong?move towards or away from something (in the case
Society is left-brain (logic) dominant and programmesof emotional disorders our feelings are often lying to
us to hide our emotions because they areus because they are based on false unconsciously
inconvenient; they are unprofitable; they take upheld beliefs about ourselves - that does not make
'valuable time' and, worst of all, they remind ourthe feeling wrong)
dominant intellectual minds we are organic first.- be less sensitive - it is very inconvenient to others
Your brain was actually created by nature to servewhen you notice something, feel something and
the needs of your body - not the other way round.express your sensitivity to it - this common should
You would have no idea of the meaning of wordstells you to put yourself in a nice convenient wooden
like 'profit' or 'time' if it were not for your socialbox and pretend you are not human.
programming. In order to heal from an emotionalSo What Should You Do?
disorder your logical thinking mind has to temporarilyIf you want to heal from an emotional problem you
accept and surrender to biological control. When youshould say hello to your organic self - and be willing
do not allow your body to speak because yourto acknowledge, challenge and even trade in your old
socially programmed shoulds refuse it the right to dosocial shoulds for your own self-directed shoulds. But
so it fights back with more intense emotionalwho am I to tell you? After all, as far as you are
responses.concerned, I am society.
In a Buddhist community you would be socially